subconscious

after years of being in a lonely relationship and having to beg for a hug that would always only end after two seconds and two quick taps on the arm and the slightest yet hardest push-away, can you blame me for falling in love with you when these past two months++, you would pull me close while you sleep so soundly and embrace me—yes, both arms wrapped around this body that, in no choice of mine, is enveloped in a bubble of reluctance—and caress my hair and kiss my forehead... while the larger part of your brain is unconscious... while your heart (or your hypothalamus) is the only one awake to do the "thinking"?

you want me. you love me. subconsciously